So I’m lazy. I wanted to have something else for today’s post, but I didn’t know what to write. So here is the second chapter of the story from the previous post. Stephanos, chapter two.
Laptops unwind in that same way that spiral-cut-hams do, until you’re down to the good bits: the motherboard, the power supply and the little connectors that I make up names for. Nothing looks exactly the same as anything else, and nothing fits where it shouldn’t. That’s the golden rule of computer component repair. It looks more complicated than it is, really.
At this point I could afford another cold heat soldering iron that was actually made to do these jobs, but there’s a charm to this one. I made it out of a busted curling iron, some mechanical pencil lead refills, a sliver of mica I took from an old compass, some twelve-gauge wire and other parts I salvaged from around the house.
Thank you, You Tube.
A girl in my class managed to snap the charging port off of the motherboard in one of the loaner Sony Vaio’s that we use in school. I offered to fix it for a tiny bit of cash and it’s good practice.
The actual soldering is just a dab and the quicksilver-like dot sizzles into place beneath the charging port. I barely have time to take in the oily metallic smell before I have to pull the iron and coil of solder away. The smell is my favorite bit.
A few seconds to dry and I test the connection. Yellow or orange or a red light will indicate if it is charging.
And of course it is.
I slide the innards of the laptop together, working the snap together fittings down over one another until I hear the small click of the latches. Each layer has a few screws. I’ve got them separated out into the little compartments that line along the old fishing tackle box that my Dad let me have. All arranged by size right to left; smallest to largest.
Someone knocks at the door to my bedroom. “Your dad said you were busy back here?” My chest does this little hiccup thing at the sound of Daunte’s voice.
“Almost done. Come in.”
He slips through cracked door, leaves it hanging open and steps in behind me taking me around the waist. My head tilts right in anticipation of the kiss I know is coming. “You still look busy.”
“Stop,” I giggle. “Static electricity, I could short the whole board out.”
“She wouldn’t know; it’s already broken,” he mutters against my neck.
My skin is warm and buzzing as I slump against him. “Funny.” I meet my reflection’s gaze and my eyes are a vibrant red instead of their normal blue. My eyelids close and I dry swallow before opening. “Did you stop by to tease me?” When I look again they’re back to blue.
“I was on the way home and wanted to stop and ask you if we’re still on for tomorrow?”
I turn so that we’re face-to-face and almost eye-to-eye. My toes push off the ground until I close the distance and can kiss him full on the mouth. “What you mean is: is Lissette still coming to meet Errol?”
“He’ll be all mopey if she isn’t. It’ll just be shitty. I’d rather tell him we canceled it.”
The prickly hairs dotting his cheek catch at my skin as I run my thumb along his face. “I’d rather tell him we canceled and still go, too. But she never gave me a straight answer. She’s driving me so I guess she’ll be there.” I rest my arms on his shoulders so that they stick out straight behind his neck and tilt my head to one side. “What exactly did you tell Errol?”
“You and Lissette are like sisters.”
Daunte and I have been friends since Miss Swanson’s third grade class, when the seating chart changed and we were partnered up to learn cursive. That same year my horns were coming in and he was the one of the few kids who didn’t tease me about them. I kissed him in the sixth grade when he tried to stand up for me and got punched in the face. Neither of us ever officially asked the other out—we were just kind of dating after that. And three years later, here we are.
“He’s not going to expect me to help him talk to her or pass little notes or some shit, is he?”
“He’s not going to do anything.”
“Just tell her I whined about how I haven’t seen her outside of school in forever.”
My hands find themselves under his collar straightening the crease. “Guilt trip. We’ll make that plan B.”
“I have to get home and help Mom.” He rubs the hair down over my horns and pulls me in for a kiss. “I love you—see you tomorrow.”
“Love you too, night.”
From the warmth of my bed I do the shower math—how much longer can I sleep, plus how long I absolutely have to shower to be presentable, minus the time I told Lissette to be here. Do I have time to get ready? I lie on the edge of sleep for five minutes and then stumble on my heels into the bathroom.
Most of my morning shower is cold today; I’ll have to make an effort to replace the wire I borrowed from the tank-less water heater to make the soldering iron. The rest of the time spent getting ready comes easily. The Succubus side of me means I never look like a hot mess—my hair will fall into those perfect bouncy curls, but it does cooperate with other styles. I don’t need makeup except for lip gloss (though sometimes I cover up my freckles). I’ve never had a zit or pimple in my life.
When the sound of the shower is gone Lissette and Dad’s voices come through the wall muffled. His laugh is distinct and there’s a faint smell like—scrambled eggs? I towel off in the shower and step out onto the mat.
My outfit for the day is a purple peasant-style tunic and a pair of black yoga pants. I keep thongs and other things I don’t want found hidden in a Tampax box under the sink. It’s the one place Dad wouldn’t look. I step out of the bathroom and slip into some no-show-socks and a pair of black flats.
I find Lissette making small, slow circles beneath her face with a frying pan full of scrambled eggs and sniffing them. She doesn’t see me at first. “See how fluffy they are? It’s all about the whisking, the more air you get into them then the fluffier they are.”
My dad is shoveling the eggs into his mouth and grumbling something that sounds like agreement in reply.
“I didn’t know we were trading egg recipes.”
“Look who finally decided to join us.” Lissette puts the skillet back on the stove and ditches the oven gloves.
“I told you to be here earlier than we needed because you’re usually late.”
I sigh. “How’s your mom doing?”
Lissette plucks a sliver of egg out of the pan and drops it into her mouth. “I didn’t tell her. Something came up.”
“Lissette.” The words are behind my teeth waiting to come out, but Dad’s right there staring up at us as he chews his egg. I close the distance between him and me, and hug him tight around the shoulders. He’s tense as I whisper to him. “Bye Daddy, I’m staying at Lissette’s tonight.”
“Alright. Give me a call when you get in for the night.”
I never do and he never bothers me about it.
We head out the door to where her car is parked. I’m staring at the back of her head as we walk. She’s braided some of her blonde hair into a circlet that wraps around her head and for some reason it reminds me of a Valkyrie.
There are muddy trenches marking the spots where cars have backed up and turned around and parked. I try to step between them and hold my tongue until I reach the door of the car. “Why didn’t you tell her?”
“I’m not really in a rush to see my Mom cry over another guy.”
“Oh. Are you in a rush to see her get some disease or—or—knocked up by a guy who doesn’t even respect her.” Lissette’s mom was the closest thing I had to a mom at this point; she even had me calling her Mom.
Lissette holds her hand up. “I’ll tell her tonight while you’re there. I might need the back up.”
“Anyway, we’re early. How about we make a quick stop to check on something?”
“Is this scheming or snooping?”
“I slipped a GPS tracker on Tim’s car the other night—I think he’s with the little home-wrecker.”
“What makes you think that? And where did you get this?”
Lissette shrugs. “Fifty dollars at one of those run down places that sell spy gadgets. After I acted all confused and worried about my cheating dad the guy even helped me set it up.”
“I tell you what, we’ll go indulge your stalking fetish if you do that thing we talked about?”
“Which thing? We talk about a lot of things.”
“Come with us today and get to know Errol.”
“When I had a boy pinned to his bed last night with my tongue halfway down his throat and do you know what the furthest thought from my mind was? When’s my prince charming going to come and rescue me from this dreadful life of doing what I please?” she clasped her hands together, tucked them under her chin and fluttered her eyes. Lissette and her theatrics.
“You were with some boy last night? When?”
“Like I said, I wasn’t in a rush to see Mom cry. Remember that kid we used to give rides home.”
“Or Nick. It was definitely four letters.”
“Please tell me you used a condom.”
“Didn’t have any—so we just made out and necked some.”
I roll my eyes. “I’m not asking you to give Errol a handy. Just come with us so that he’s not—.”
“—Fucking your swerve up? Awe, you guys let me tag along all the time without an escort.”
“Yeah, but you keep yourself occupied.”
“True. I’ll go, but only because you need to spend time with Daunte.”
“You’re the best.”
“And because I need your help to follow Tim.”
“There’s something very broken inside of you Lissette.”